Let's start with the good news. The merit list for the second year second semester (last semester) was out a couple of days ago, and Alhamdulillah I found my name in the seventh spot. That means I've been included in the merit list for the third time so far. Being among the top eight also means that I would soon receive 18000 bucks as weaver Inshallah. All thanks to Allah.
Now let's get back to the present, which is in striking contrast with the past. The current semester seems to me to be the most disturbing so far, none of the subjects seem interesting to me. Particularly the subject Linear Systems, which is considered to be one of the toughest courses of the whole curriculum, is causing much disturbance. Digital Electronics-II is probably the only subject which seems a bit fun, although not as much as it predecessor, as this one is mostly theoretical and brings back the gloomy memories of Electronics from 1-2 and 2-1. Electrical Machines-III was supposed to be interesting to me, as I'm fascinated with machines, but so far I mostly haven't understood what our teacher is teaching us, as his classes seem pretty inconceivable to me. After two months of classes, I haven't studied a single line of the subject of Electromagnetic Field and Waves. And the other remaining course is Humanities, which consists of Sociology and Accounting. Sociology has been my nightmare in school, so I don't want to waste time writing about it. Accounting might sound boring as well, so it seemed to me at first, but honestly speaking, it's not that bad.
Anyway, we have only 1 month of classes left, and from what I've studied so far, it cannot be considered even 5% of the syllabus of the semester. But I'm not depressed, because Allah has always been there for me right on time, as I always depend on Him. Inshallah by the time of the finals He will guide me towards whatever is best for me, and that's all I wish for.